i was in love with you once
you were all i ever wanted or needed
i was half to a whole
you were my shining star in a time that i was so fragile
you helped to mold the sticky pieces in to shape
and i thank you for that
i just don't think you ever realized
what i said
and i meant
i would love you forever
and you will never know the meaning
and i will never understand how deep this well had run
when i lost you it was more than a loss of a friend it was the loss of love and many pieces of an already broken heart
but i don't want it back
keep the pieces
they are a gift
they wouldn't fit now
there's not enough of it left
i feel the need to love and be loved so much
in it's entirety
i have forgotten how to love myself
and with it has come a hole gaping and bloody
so bloody
i wish to hold your delicate frame once more
in an illusion or a memory
i never loved anyone like you before
kiss your forehead as you wake from a dream
bloody bloody kisses